LIFES become very sweet for me.....howvever, sweets are never lasting.....soon we start to quarrel over some matters.....because of the horror that happen to me during my 1st relationship, i m very afraid that my bf will leave me for another gal.........however, my horror has causes me to lose him once......i tend to tie him very tight. . . .i must see him every daes..... i nv let him have his own free time....during this time, there's a chef named Andrew wanted to woo me......i have been frank wif him......i told him about Andrew.....and i heard a bad news.......there's a gal oso like him..........A CHINA GAL..............at that point of time, i fear that he will have another gal....finally, one dae, there's a call frm a gal to him......he become very fishy n gone out to answer the call.....he tok for a very long time and i bcm suspsious about it......i went out n overheard their conversaion....i heard something that i shldnt.....they are planning to go out.....when he finish his call, he came back to the room....i ask him hu call and he bluff me is a guy colleague........i got fed up and i question him.......he got angry and ask y i tou ting him......and went outi was lost......and a thought appeared in my mind...........i took his hp and see........i saw tings that nv appeared in my hp............he send sms to her......and send those mushy msg that he nv send me.....frm start till nw, he nv send me more than 200 sms.... and he send her that amt of sms to her within few weeks..........my heart was scattered by his sms.........i took down the number of that gal.......i send sms to that gal.....told her i m his gf.....ask her to leave him alone............ but she nv reply.......i noe diz method onli happen in tv show only......... but i juz dun noe wat to do.......when he came back, i confront him about the sms tings........ he scold me for looking at him tings............my heart broke more and i took my bag and everyting that i left in his hse.... and go home.......however i never go home, i sitted at the busstop down stairs hoping that he will chasse after me........however he nv.......i cried......i really dun noe wat to do........i cant lose him......... i really love him......i place the teddybear at his doorstep and hide at a corner to see him......i sms him to take the bears.......wat i saw is he is watching soccer....... he doesnt bothers abt wat happen....i was hurt even more...i waited at the void deck from 12pm to 8pm....n i ask him to come down to tok....i ask him y he did diz to me..... he said that i pushed him too much.....i dun givee him freedom..... he was wrong to do that.....i told him to choose either me or her...he cant make a decision....and i ask him to leave..... i dun wan to see him.......... WE BREAK UP......he really left me alone n went up....... i was left alone at the void deck....the void deck was veri dangerious... as there r always alot of indian workers.......n he bear to leave me alone the whole nite.....even the sky oso dun like me......it rain heavliy...... the weather is juz like my heart.....crying thru the nite......my body feel cold but my heart feel even colder..........he dun care abt me the whole nite and i waited there the whole nite.............he onli sms me to go home once........i went home onli in the morning 7am..........my heart freeze..... n i wanted to patch wif him........however, he confronted me y i sms that china gal.....he sae i have caused him that he cant even b frenz wif that bitch le......he needed some time to cool down.....it hurt me even more.........on that dae, my frenz frm BBR noes abt it, and they want to pei me go out makan......they ask me wat i wan to eat, i told them i want to go PARISS.... whr he n that bitch work..i got a table there .... he saw me n i saw him....... tat dae was national dae.....fireworks was nice to see, but my heart was not dare.....juz nice, the table i was seated, is whr tat bitch serve......all my frenz sae that bitch look so bitchy and she has a pig nose..... she is reali much much digusting than me loh.....she dun dare to look at me.....nor my bf dare to look at me.....love becm meaningless to me......i slp wif my tears every nite......until the dae we patch, i try very hard nt to look at his hp.....coz i scared i will see any thing that will hurt me once again....i live in fear wif him everydae.........now, i no longer stick him like gao yao bu le....i dun lov him that much le.......coz i learnt that, man can nv be trusted.....we gals shld nv put our whole heart to them.......he no longer dote me that much, n he kept alot of things frm me.....but i juz dun mind him keeping things from me........he juz dun let me feel ke yi.......dun let me find out anythings........frenz ard me ask me to 4get abt him but i juz cant let go.......i will still love him always........3 daes more, it will be our 2nd anniversary le........i m not sure we can celebrate hw many yrs..... but i onli noe i must treasure him..........he will be in my mind n soul......~dear dear, baby loves you always~*Pls marry me!*
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. PhoeBe Lim
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. 4th Jan 1988
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