[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Thursday, October 15, 2009

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i want to get pregnant !!!!!

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|8:12 PM|

Saturday, October 10, 2009

[[~DRIVING TEST~]]

haizzzzzzz......

i FAILED my PT.... wif a dam dam lousy score...

these are the mistakes:

1) strike pole - parallel parking - 4points

2) not enough side clearance given to other road users/object - 8points

3) Fail to check mirror before turning - 2points

4) incorrect checking of blindspot/mirror - 2points

5) failure to give way to traffic with right of way ( which is tat stupid AMBULANCE) - IMMEDIATE FAILURE

6) Caused other vehicles to slow down or take evasive action - 8points

7) fail to keep within lane on straight road - 4points

8) fail to check mirror before slowing down - 2points

9) fail to check blindspot - 4points

haiz....
total of 34 demerit points and one immediate failure......

wat to do.... cant blame anyone but myself...

my next test date is on 23 NOV 09 @ 11.45am

but i realise something... my instructor Alex veri concern abt me..

before my warm-up he saw me n he remind me of the mistakes n ask me to be calm...

after my test which is after his lunch, he go n find me... knowing tat i fail, he nv blame me but console me.

he noes that my FTT will expire on 06 DEC 09,

he sae if my retest is after my FTT expire,

he ask me not to book and call him. he will settle it for me.... he is really a veri nice instructor....

but lucky its on 23NOV09... hope i can really pass this time round...

btw, my tester TAN XXXXXXXX veri fierce loh....

when he point out my mistakes, i almost cry loh.....

nvm lah.... i will try harder next time....

JIA YOU!!!!

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|2:06 PM|

Sunday, October 04, 2009

[[~bacK to SerVice~]]

i have been inside bar for more than 6months le i think.... ever since anand go out for cross training till last week....

i'm really very happy to work inside the bar... i used to quarrel with eric everytime we see each other... but now, we are like frenz frenz le... we even join forces to attack XXXX... HAHAHA!!!!

i really feel abit sad when i was asked to go back to do service... coz i miss working with eric and the rest of the barmaids. i've got no more freedom in service le...

back to service for one week le and i got an injection just on the first day!!! my back pain is back and the pain was unbearable that i had to do an injection to stop the pain... currently still not medication to stop the pain...

something that makes me happy is that i receive 3 compliment letter from the guests within this one week... it has been a long long time since i recieved a compliment letter... hahaha....i just hope that these 3 letter will make the management change their view of me especially XXX... XXX always think that im useless loh...i shall proof it to XXXX that im not an easy target!!!!

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|8:48 PM|

Friday, October 02, 2009

[[~jOuRnAL 0f LuV~]]

Something to share with others!

I guess there are many who always wonder what it is like to live in a life when you are in a relationship. There would be someone who would take care of you; there will always be someone who will be in your mind as both of you parted ways.If you have not been in a relationship before, you would think it’s like an ice-cream, so sweet and appealing that makes you happy the moment you got your hands to it. Every time when you see someone eating an ice-cream, you might swallow your saliva down to quench your desire.

The fact is you are probably right; a relationship is like an ice-cream. Not just the part when you look at someone having them but the challenge comes the moment you are holding onto it.Of all things we know, ice-cream always melt faster than we could eat it. This is where the similarity of a relationship comes in place. Love appears the moment when two person comes together leaving all odds apart.As times grew, there are many things which you would come to know regarding your partner and she will know many unpleasant past of you. Through acceptance comes the bonding of this relationship.You would enjoy it sometimes; you would dislike it sometimes when it doesn’t go your way.

Just like the ice-cream when it drips off your shirt. You might feel yourself like a complete idiot walking around with a stained shirt.You looked at the melting ice-cream in your hands as you walked. How great difference it is the moment you got it and now. You feel frustrated because it is suppose to be an enjoyment as you’ve seen others having it. Finally you might throw the unfinished ice-cream away because it is not suppose to be the way you would want.You would start looking for a new one.Looking back in a relationship, there should be some reflection. We would not get what we always want; our feelings will deteriorate one day be it through time or faith and it is not as pleasant as we see others having it.

Would we end it because it is not something we want and look for a new one?

So what can we do?

We could at least enjoy it while it last.Knowing that from the moment of having it, we remember the first taste that sets upon our tongue. We remembered the taste and feeling of the past and live to embrace it’s memories.Even if it really ends one day, we know that we will never forget.The memories of the relationship would put a smile back one day, when we forget about the sadness.

This is Love, nothing last forever but it existence among people will last a long time.

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|11:32 PM|