[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Thursday, April 15, 2010

[[~iF 0nLy~]]

if only i have been more firm, i wun be suffering now....

if only i have rejected it, i will be enjoying now....

sometimes i reali dun noe wat im doing....

i always regret things after i have done it....

if onli i know wat will the if only be, i will not be stressed now...

im lost....

im really veri lost now....

there's nothing i can do now....

but to accept the fact that im like diz now....

financial, work, schools are pressing me veri hard....

i could hardly breathe....

and now, there's lots of conflict at work....

the worst part of it is the conflict are backstabbers.

this sae dun like diz, tat sae dun like tat, but in front of them machiam good frenz like diz....

I HATE THESE!!!! i reali hate it....

from a group of 10, reduced to 5 and now ended up with 3....

why must ppl look at others with colour specs just by listening to others gossipping....

does they know the real reasons behind it????

if they dun noe, y are they doing all these.....

time really will reveal one's true colour....

and i have seen it......

im down....

DAM DAM DOWN!!!!!!

I HATE THIS FEELING......

I HATE BEING BACKSTABBED.....

I HATE BEING BROKE.....

I HATE EVERYTHING.....

most importantly.....

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|1:06 AM|

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

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it's time for me to wake up le....

i have been living in this dream for the past one month.....

everything is just a dream....

i shouldnt have started this dream....

knowing that this dream will not last, but still i wanted to continue to dream....

in the end, the one cant walk out from the dream is myself...

im not sure if i am able to face him today,

but one thing for sure is i will be normal today...

i dont know if it is an act or real....

dont ask me...

coz i myself dun noe which is which...

i have lost my ability to diff. real n fake....

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|12:38 PM|

Monday, April 05, 2010

[[~L0sT~]]

What should i do??

What have i done?

What will you do??

Im lost.....

SOmetimes, we will never be able to get back the same amount of love we have given out.....

so i shouldnt be asking more.....

i believe, diz is the max i can get.....

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|1:56 AM|